so hard to find the right way 
to write down what I wanna say 
I looked it up there?s 44 words for misery 
but none of them, not one of them works for me 
I need a connection 
to the bright side in me 
I need a release 
I?m trying not to waste my chance 
it may never come around again 
I realize I wanna believe 
I don?t need 44 words for misery 
man it?s so easy to complain 
when there?s somebody you can blame 
for everything there?s 44 excuses of varying degrees 
but none of them, not one of them works for me 
I need a direction 
to the bright side in me 
I need a release 
I?m trying not to waste my chance 
it may never come around again 
I realise I wanna believe 
I don?t need 44 words for misery