The sun seen my day, hear a lot of things around me Wanna say I made it, going up around me Driving in the city, traffic in the city Driving in the dark, now she sayin' that she miss me Last twenty years, I've been stuck inside a cage Vision getting blurry, I've been doing all my pages So fuck you too, all my demons sayin', "Hello" But you're already leaving I got a million dollars, but I don't know how to get it Out of my head And I've been filling up all these cups with all my woes But I still feel dead I know I gotta get up out of bed, but I just don't feel like it Gun to my head, yeah, just for the thrill of it Wasting my time fuckin' 'round and sippin' gin Such a cliché, I'm just a fucked up kid, yeah Sitting at the door like a dog When you gonna come around? We've been waiting for a song Ooh, I guess I've been sedated, nothing on my plate I've been cruising up in space, autopilot on my way Pulling out my teeth, could I be crazy to believe That I could sit around, a million bottles at my feet? No consequences in the headlights Oh, the edge is coming quicker than I realized Filling up my head with all these lies Everything around me drifting out into the sky If you could've been a star tomorrow, would you try? Or would you have thrown it all away into the night? Chained up to my bed, I suffocate All this shit I tuck away I couldn't hide, it's on my face They say, "Let me see you smile" And, "Let me see you smile" I got a million dollars, but I don't know how to get it Out of my head And I've been filling up all these cups with all my woes But I still feel dead I got a million dollars, but I don't know how to get it Out of my head And I've been filling up all these cups with all my woes But I still feel dead