I used to be the one who always thought that he's the man I used to tell the world that it's all going to my plan I used to think that sleep's the only time you live your dreams I guess I used to be a used to I used to hear them say "I'm always gonna hold you down" But now you're down and out it's like they barely know you now I used to think that loyalty was all I'd ever need I guess I used to be a used to I used to feel like I was trapped Used to feel like I was broken, had the world up on my back I met Mary when I was fourteen, nowadays I need to leave her But I always had a vision, nah I'm not just any geezer I was waiting, diamond in the making, minding conversation Used to think that smiling comes from money that you're making Now I realise everybody's just been faking And I used to work so hard, I'd lose my time and felt I lost my soul I'd care about my reputation so much that I lost my goal I'd idolise somebody you would look at and then cross the road Used to think my friends were all my friends But they forgot the code Used to hop the barriers at Harrow on the Hill And I used to hit her phone when I need somewhere I can chill And I used to roll with twenty man cause that's just what appealed But nowadays I like my company and that's just being real I used to be the one who always thought that he's the man I used to tell the world that it's all going to my plan I used to think that sleep's the only time you live your dreams I guess I used to be a used to I used to hear them say "I'm always gonna hold you down" But now you're down and out it's like they barely know you now I used to think that loyalty was all I'd ever need I guess I used to be a used to Nowadays I try and not worry when the dough comes Some people work too much and never live, to me that's no fun Used to wanna be like anyone, just not myself Used to want another hand instead of playing the cards I dealt I thought I'd need somebody just to be somebody But nobody's gonna help you like yourself Said I thought I'd need somebody just to be somebody But nobody's gonna help you like yourself I thought that I was breaking, had to be awakened Tears up in my eyes, still I'm tryna see the light My heart was full of hatred, all these altercations I'm living life but I dunno if it's right, but that's okay Cause I used to feel so broken, nowadays I'm on the mend And I'm learning if you're down and out it might not be the end I used to feel the love and now I know that it's pretend I guess I used to be a used to I used to be the one who always thought that he's the man I used to tell the world that it's all going to my plan I used to think that sleep's the only time you live your dreams I guess I used to be a used to I used to hear them say "I'm always gonna hold you down" But now you're down and out it's like they barely know you now I used to think that loyalty was all I'd ever need I guess I used to be a used to