You see I'm suffering in silence
Mind's been in a battle and it's loving all the violence
I just did my bro a favour now I'm ducking from the sirens
Feel like Batman, not in Gotham
Done too many deeds, it's been forgotten
Bro we come up from the bottom
She's the apple of my eye till she went rotten
I been planting all these seeds, wonder when they're gonna blossom
And I thought I was a man but clocked I wasn't
Thoughts will get me down unless I stop 'em
Just get a pen and pad and then I jot 'em down
I'm a forgotten child
Had no money on my Oyster and they'd watch and smile
All my closest friends would see me win and watch and growl
I got in faith in what I do my bro, that's not denial
Gun boys went and locked up like two of my bros
Every week they call me saying "When are you gonna blow?"
I been legit for most my life but link a few on the low
Thinking when I hit a mill, what will I do with the dough?
That's life, struggling, tryna stay afloat all day
That's my life, I been contemplating if anybody feels my pain
But that's just life, that's life
I hope I cope and grow with time, with time
But that's life, oh that's life
I feel like boys will know I'm tekky but I didn't have the right team
Been couple years since I've woke up from a nice dream
I might seem like all my demons are behind me
Mind started bugging out from Cali so I started bunning Thai weed
Charisma making progress, mind been fucking me up
Tryna reach the stars, feeling stuck in the mud
Feeling panic from this Cali but I'm loving the buzz
Losing faith in God, I'm feeling like there's nothing above
I need to repent, look at me I seem tense
When people get into my car, always say that they can smell a weed scent
Hate me but I'm clear of them, chat but I ain't hearing 'em
Wish I never bought this chain and put it in Ethereum
Cause money grows on trees if you just place it well
I just stack and reinvest and then one day I'll tell
Tryna get from Maze Road up to Maida Vale
Tryna have a clean heart and get paid as well
I'm talented although I lack the tools
So do I sit and moan or take the leap of faith? I have to choose
Heard that if you wanna be a winner then you have to lose
So if my brudda has a vision then I'll back his moves
No one did for me, now it's all history
Some man get pocket change and think that they're fit to pree
I work in silence nowadays, call me Mr. Bean
Wanna be the 0.1% like I'm Listerine
That's life, struggling, tryna stay afloat all day
That's my life, I been contemplating if anybody feels my pain
But that's just life, that's life
I hope I cope and grow with time, with time
But that's life, oh that's life
