Now that you're gone
Stay away from me
Don't give a fuck about you at all
I'll try
Stay away from me
And don't kick me when I've been down
I lost close ones many a time
And I don't need you to tell me this now
You think I don't know already?
What you're saying consumes my life
And on top I got family stuff
Bro, my life's fucked up
And I don't feel nice
If you wanted to help, then cool, but tearing me down ain't the way to go about it
Been struggling lots on my own
I'm knee-deep in the water and my hopes drowning
If you don't know my sitch, then please stay away
'Cause it's not gonna bring value
That's why when I called, I didn't tell you
I'm protecting your peace 'cause it won't help you
I should be more selfish
I should ask for help
And my own worst enemy? That's myself
And not anyone else
I don't blame you for my downfall
Know you're not in the best of minds
Not tryna be broke for the rest of time
But I try so hard I'm investing mine
There's definitely something I'm missing
I gotta break down to build me back
I'm not perfect. Sometimes I go off track
But I just need to know that you got my back
'Cause I don't know who does feel useless
Wish I could restart this
And I don't feel much anymore
But most of the time I just feel heartless
Feel that the world just wants to get rid of me and I feel you do too
And this pack I just got from the plug ain't helping, but it does suit my mood
I lost faith in religion
There's something I'm missing
I look for the final piece
I'm window-shopping to find my peace
And I peer for the gloss, and it looks complete
But that's what a lie. It's a façade
Everyone's hurting just in their unique way
I'll find out how to accept my past, and I'll take my chance
'Cause nobody's saving me
No one will pave the way for me
I'm 'a wait for my time so patiently
In the meantime, please, stay away from me
Now that you're gone
Stay away from me
Don't give a fuck about you at all
I'll try
