I'm tired of hittin' studio and sobbin' on a beat Questioning myself like what does honor mean to me I'm bowlin' with my feet life set me up to fail It's like I was tommy back in queens or steph curry with no knees U hate my guts go mix some vodka with some bleach Fans are noddin' to my beat I'm not as bothered as u see Used to be so down hid some vodka in my jeans Rode the bus around the ends just some dark thoughts anxiety and me And everybody's takin' a risk I reckon you're more brave you think My 13 year old self would think I'm famous and rich But sometimes I feel like I took aim and a missed In my ends I'm an A lister chink My teenage years consisted of bailiffs and drink Now I'm in Bangkok with my bae not my link Met the bank manager and he's ratin' my ting But that's another conversation Doctor I been waitin' everybody's sayin' I been sick for years But I'm a rapper I ain't got no occupation My main concerns I'm an imposter in the makin' I'ma try bring u in but I ain't got an obligation Hit a W in Asia cos I got the confirmation Havin' visions of me buyin' land with profits I been taken Break even's a myth I'm all in on this occasion I'm on the gram but lately I been much less I understand comparisons the enemy of success Been 7 years and people telling me I'm up next It's time to pick up both my shoulders with a puffed chest Yo karma have u had enough yet I thought was we cool it looked like we'z in an uptrend My time costs a lot and I think we've had enough spent My time costs a lot and I think we've had enough spent Welcome to rock bottom home of the brave I hope that u have a nice stay If u ever come back bro don't be ashamed Cos next time it won't be the same One year a whole lot can change And u can start over again So chin up and don't be afraid It's rock bottom home of the brave Welcome to rock bottom home of the brave I hope that u have a nice stay If u ever come back bro don't be ashamed Cos next time it won't be the same One year a whole lot can change And u can start over again So chin up and don't be afraid It's rock bottom home of the brave