I need P's, not dinner with Jay-Z
Broke too long, I don't need advice
Been tryna get racks for time
But the streets are full up with rats and mice
Maybe I need stacks aside
Or maybe I need an actual wife
Maybe I've been tapped for time
Or maybe I'm the actual guy
My darg's in Cali tryna pattern a postal
Lost his pack, now he's getting emotional
I was broke but still I was hopeful
If you get down just drop me a phone call
Maybe I need stacks aside
Or maybe I need an actual wife
Maybe I've been tapped for time
Or maybe I'm the actual guy
I ain't seen bro in a while
Been running it up and keeping my head down
Seen pops go into depression for years
Made me feel like I'm a letdown
Been the man of the house since ten
Didn't feel much love but I'm feeling blessed now
And I don't like family functions
PTSD been leaving me stressed out
I was telling my work friends about my life
They're shocked but the mandem know that it's normal
One time I robbed someone for a BlackBerry Curve
So my mum would think that I'm thoughtful
Tried to believe in God but still don't get why humans can't be immortal
So many questions, way too conscious and it feels awful
Telling the world I'll blow
Been manifesting before I was even a man
Shit isn't easy but it'll all work out if you grind and stick to the plan
I tried buss people around me frequently but some just won't understand
Sometimes you're crying for help from above
When all that you need's in the palm of your hand
Gave out more than I have received
Can't tell if I'm just finding peace in success or is this really greed?
Keep buying things that I don't really need
You won't find out all your true potential
If you just hope and you never believe
I was trapping at uni during my lectures
When I dropped out my mum was relieved
I need P's, not dinner with Jay-Z
Broke too long, I don't need advice
Been tryna get racks for time
But the streets are full up with rats and mice
Maybe I need stacks aside
Or maybe I need an actual wife
Maybe I've been tapped for time
Or maybe I'm the actual guy
My darg's in Cali tryna pattern a postal
Lost his pack, now he's getting emotional
I was broke but still I was hopeful
If you get down just drop me a phone call
Maybe I need stacks aside
Or maybe I need an actual wife
Maybe I've been tapped for time
Or maybe I'm the actual guy
