Why does my heart feel numb
And I freeze when I see them calling?
I just grab my Riz, wrap my spliff and start my morning
Been rich in my mind but I never had P's
Had a eight-ball tucked in my G-Star jeans
To say that I'm blessed, I don't know what that means
And it gets me stressed
There's levels to this, twenty-plus years I ain't ever been rich
Still got a girl with some heavenly tits
Broken soul, it's never been fixed
Feeling like the kid at school who tried but never got picked
Or bro in his cell who couldn't resist
To get him the bag until he got nicked
I swear I'd do it all again
I know she likes how much I spend
She says I'm different from her friends
Cause I would do it all again
She wants that Rari, not the Benz
I'll be there soon, this ain't pretend
I might just change up once again
Then I'll do it all again
All this change ain't healthy
Toxic relationship that I've got with a Taurus
Won't beef much nowadays either
Bored of my Astra, I need a Urus
Maybe I'm too caught up in commotion
Maybe I'm just in love with the drama
Lately I'm on 'fuck you' vibes
And I'll just worry bout regret after
What's a relationship with no trust?
What good's a diamond still in the mud?
Still tryna chase the bag, out all night
Don't hear them, forget the thud
It's all complicated, we could solve this by conversating
I feel like I've lost my patience
Back to the bag, I've not been chasing
I swear I'd do it all again
I know she likes how much I spend
She says I'm different from her friends
Cause I would do it all again
She wants that Rari, not the Benz
I'll be there soon, this ain't pretend
I might just change up once again
Then I'll do it all again
