In one hand I hold my smoke, my life, my death I breathe you in, you might be made of lead Mother, father, please don't tell me you're proud It's just enough to be loud I'm the flower in the pages of your Bible I've been runnin' from the sun, and you're the moon tonight Took twenty years for me to learn just how to fight I swear to God, I'll sink or swim and make this right And with my dying breath, I swear I'll trust this life And in the other, I caress this mirror It's the one thing that keeps me grounded, keeps me here Promises of a family unfulfilled You are my savior and my guilt I'm the flower in the pages of your Bible I've been runnin' from the sun, and you're the moon tonight Took twenty years for me to learn just how to fight I swear to God, I'll sink or swim and make this right And with my dying breath, I swear I'll trust this life I've been runnin' from the sun, and you're the moon tonight Took twenty years for me to learn just how to fight I swear to God, I'll sink or swim and make this right And with my dying breath, I swear I've been runnin' from the sun, and you're the moon tonight Took twenty years for me to learn just how to fight I swear to God, I'll sink or swim and make this right And with my dying breath, I swear I'll trust this life