Stomach pains I had to see a doctor Vision's blurry I'm not seeing proper The mind, the body and soul connect So when you lose your soul you might lose the rest Down for the count, no Dracula I was flipping out, no spatula Life was once spectacular I had more sex drive than an Acura Now I'm stuck up in a mind-state I don't like And I'm living in a new place I don't like And I'm waking up early and everything hurts I got way too many problems and no self-worth I swear to God I need a reason A reason that keeps me breathin' A reason that keeps me eatin' A pulse that keeps my heart beatin' Time after time I'm feeling checked out Letting myself down Head in my hands now My mind is fried I'm feeling tired So uninspired Someone let me out this dark paradise Dark paradise Dark paradise I've been feeling like a parasite In this dark paradise Two AM thoughts Wide awake and I can't sleep Tryna make sense of it all in my head As I toss in my bed tryna stop movin' I get nauseous instead And my pops said I stress too much in the day Well he's probably right Now I'm lost in the night tryna make things right It ain't alright How did I end up here? Where did I go so wrong? Once I had so much strength Now I don't feel so strong I swear to god I need a reason A reason that keeps me breathin' A reason that keeps me eatin' A pulse that keeps my heart beatin' Time after time I'm feeling checked out Letting myself down Head in my hands now My mind is fried I'm feeling tired So uninspired Someone let me out this dark paradise Dark paradise Dark paradise I've been feeling like a parasite In my dark paradise Dark paradise Dark paradise I've been feeling like a parasite In this dark paradise Dark paradise (Woah, woah)