Starting deeper for them
I ain't even going to give this one that whole (Haha Arrdee, Arrdee) intro
I'm talking to you lot
So listen (Look)

Know why I never called me a dream chaser
Cuz calling it a dream will make is seem like it ain't achievable
But this is what my dreams made of
This what I wanted as a team
Before that the studio is where is eat sleep and breathe

I see fake love
That shit could never get to me
You better keep that over there
Don't want to see really-
I prefer the hate bruv
Fuel to the fire
It just feeds me
My smoke up in my room will stop you breathing

I'm comfy when in danger
Love it up in anger
Its the one emotion I can feel the other ones
It really wired in my brain but
I'm fucking grateful for the pain
Cah the rain enrolled all the rubble that I came from and paved the way

I started following the stream
You know Row Row Your Boat
I wasn't sailing Merrily
And still I came up
I landed where I meant to be
I'm not a dream chaser
That ain't the phrase
But this is what my dreams made of

Mum I know you're listening
I had to take the time out to talk to you
Cuz this is all because of you
All the little things you used to do
Told me that I could be anything
I really wanted to

I know most parents do
But not like you mom, nah
I proved it to me with your actions
Monkey see, Monkey do

Watched you work two jobs
Go back to colly and improve
Plus the place you came from
You were meant to lose

It didn't stop you
I grew up and I watched you
Handle all the weight upon your shoulders
There was no one there to spot you
So I thought it was normal the way that I believed in me
Cah I grew up watching you believe in you

I never called this shit a dream, no
This was just a mission
A one way ticket to the life
That the kid was born to life in
I knew it since I was like 7
Born with this shit it was a blessing

I need to talk to my brother
It's kind of fucked all the lyrics that I wrote
And all the years I've never spoke about us
You're the only person on the planet that I trust
Yah,I trust you more than me you really seen it from the start

Bruv, we come up from sharing the same bath
Used to bag up in my room an hide my weed up in your garms
You know I love you bro, I know I never say it much
You used to tell me patten up, and I would say I got it patterned

The biggest believer in all my rapping
I was out there 2 a.m. and you was sitting waiting up
Never told me stop it cuz you knew I wasn't dumb
And plus I never realy listened cuz I never gave a fuck

You've always had the bigger heart
And I admire that wish I never see the world dark
And please don't think I'll ever leave you in the past
I'm on the move to make it happen as for me, you and (?)

We've always had free rules
And I won't say them cuz you know what they are
I'd kill a man who even thought my brother wrong
Sit there in the courtroom, say guilty and take the charge
I can't even put it into words how we are
And if you weren't around I promise you I'd give it all up

Why it's breaking my heart
Watching you create scars
That are harder to heal
The more that you open up
I feel fucked

Why am I getting up
When my own fucking blood's bleeding stuck in the mud
When did we drift apart
It's like I saw it happening in front of me
And so the blame for it take off
It must be hard

Little bro surrounded by the lies
While you're thight trapped in a world that's so so dark
And the fights no good
When it's psychosis
We can't even talk it out
Cuz you don't know who you are

I've never felt so powerless
And I'm proud of this but on my fucking life now I'd give it all up
If I could get into your head
Get you of the meds
I go back to stolen pets and cars
Making money off some drugs
Does that make no of course not
It's hypocritical
But the pain I feel for you is fucking physical
There's literally not a single thing that I wouldn't do to get to you
I love you bro
I'm missing you

All the partying and hustling were fucking up my dreams
So I had to intervene
Look up in the mirror
Another world with me, I'm like 2 different guys
This some Jekyll and Hyde shit

Me and him ain't lived the same live
One of them got all the pain
And the other one doesn't give a shit
He's the one they see, he's the one who's always lit
Partying with all the chicks, brings the bottle's and the snif

And the other one he's screaming inside
But he's muffled by the vibe
Of this easygoing guy
That they all want to know
And now he gets there they all want roll
And he lets them, but he don't trust the soul

The smiles are we cops
Seen everything I've seen
But he acts like he don't
Feels the room of empty [?]
Can't keep the other low
He's getting louder
That's the same reason
He's trying to cut out all the blow

Could of, had a mergin
He was getting high and wasn't feeling like a person
And he's me
The both of us are riding on the beat
It's hard to grasp it
But once you have it's easier to see

The one thing we do have in common is the dream
One manifested, the other one he ain't believe
But I was born to succeed
So please don't call me a dream chaser
Because I'm living out my dreams