So crumple these paper buildings and taint watercolour skies I guess the paint hasn't dried yet And nothing feels real it's something I cannot describe It's just something I have dealt with And all things come to pass, the sun is up again In your face, I see now; a need for new lease on life Yeah, you're just happy to be here If knowing's a battle my mind cannot choose a side So drop the things that you hold dear You're swearing on your life, I've got it all to lose this time This morning I told you I couldn't be there on time Said "You sound just like your father" I'm blind past my fingers and I'm ignoring all the signs As my memory falters, is this all by your design I am your son, I do not shine You sat bedside, our smallest fingers intertwined And you can leave it all behind I am your son, I do not shine My heart meets my throat as I try and bide my time This is all by your design, I am your son I cannot shine