May I ask in what way your life is contributing to society, as you sit here day, after day, after day In this dark room, strumming along on that stupid guitar? Have you ever thought about that? What are you doing for the world or for other people? Day after day, hour after hour, night after night I love while the rest doubt Plus I can't sleep and when I do I pass out on the desk now I've circled the questions that need answers Knackin' at the cranium and spreading out the cancer This ain't a joke, I don't have to pretend Do I do it for myself 'cause I don't have any friends? And I'm gone like the wind with a pad and a pen Tellin' God I'll never panic, it won't happen again, yo Hit the beat so that I reap the benefits But I'm still goin' at it from a deficit Devil's in him but the level is irrelevant [?], imagine that, the dude is fuckin' heaven-sent Miniscule minds in the vogue Leavin' me with nothing and boppin' all of my hope It might sound crazy, but I'm not I'm just lookin' for a knife that could carve out of this box I've got a bad cough and I'm sick with it Pushin' in the pin so that I could stick with it I'm the man of the minute that you already know Flowin' like a type of motherfuckin' animal cannibal, I See the lights as I begin to fit in Even if it's just a second, I'll feel better again This emotion is a problem that I have to defend Give an arm and a leg and I'm laughin' again I'm pulling out, I regretted ever sticking it in My perception isn't clear, never vivid again What position I'm in, they got my tongue on hold Grab them by the tip and suck it on the cold [?] Deranged kid tryna change into a better man Not a jock, I don't need no fuckin' letterman Keep thinkin' you're the best, 'cause all you need is Ignorance and confidence to make it to success I'm happy to be blessed in this life that I live Just because of all the love I recieved as a kid From the 316 to the 949 I've lost my head, but I'm still doin' fine Hangin' on the grape vine by a thread of my shirt Staying negative has never really pushed me to work Another MC with visions to see himself on iTunes Spit a ton of bars in the motherfuckin' white room I got my alias on every single thing I write I grab the mic with no intention for a pillow fight Mello gone, Aries in, better get it right Stomping out the light, demonstrating how I hit 'em like (Blaow!) Cut it out, I've done it now I'm ending this but keep listening to my gutter mouth Sittin' under the sun, begin crawling Taking it all in, should've known, yo Yeah