A familiar feeling is creeping in You're crawling your way back Underneath my skin I remember what it's like in the end When the lights go up and you're gone I told myself it'd never happen again But never is never that long Wide awake I feel you in my veins You're like a tidal wave And I'm caught in your wake For heaven's sake Just take me to my grave I'm spiraling What the hell is wrong with me? You've already gotten ahold of me My hands are shaking And I'm struggling to breathe Would it be such a sin If I just let you in again? What happens when the lights go out? What if everything is fine? They say the high is never worth the price But what if it is this time? Wide awake I feel you in my veins You're like a tidal wave And I'm caught in your wake For heaven's sake Just take me to my grave I'm spiraling What the hell is wrong with me? Haven't you taken everything That I have already? Your sick obsession Is gonna leave me dead and buried Under the ashes This is what you want You're gonna bury me Is this what you want? Wide awake I feel you in my veins You're like a tidal wave And I'm caught in your wake For heaven's sake Just take me to my grave I'm spiraling What the hell is wrong with me?