I've been here Crying hours On the floor Felt like I couldn't Care less anymore I'm trying to fight Out my way With hope that I'll soon be alright It's not the same As how I felt before Start hating things That I used to adore I'm trying to be At my best But all I can see There's no hope For me Just stare the wall And keep on losing time For my sleep And feeling wrong in every Way and every choice That I make I figure mom and dad was wrong To put their faith in on me If they knew that I've been staring at the wall Maybe then They wouldn't be so sure at all Always Left alone Though I blame myself For it all And I kept on Taking more than I Could control Feels likes I'm going in circles Around Can somebody please Just come reach out For me I'd just stare the wall And keep on losing time For my sleep And feeling wrong in every Way and every choice That I make I figure mom and dad was wrong To put their faith in on me If they knew that I've been staring at the wall Maybe then They wouldn't be so sure at all