Age is just a number
Do we ever know ourselves
By now I thought I'd have it sorted
Not much has changed between then and now

Why do these thoughts gravitate my mind
On long haul flights or tear filled sleepless nights

I thought I'd have it figured out by now
Didn't see me standing here this way
My future seems so uncertain now
Do we ever find our way?

Life says I'm 39 right now
But 17, can I go back somehow?

Looking back, stars were in my eyes
But my father told me, life and love can be blind

I thought I'd have it figured out by now
Didn't see me standing here this way
My future seems so uncertain now
Do we ever find our way?

I thought I'd have it figured out by now
Didn't see me standing here this way
My future seems so uncertain now
Do we ever find our way?

Did I just work it out right now?
It will be clear when I take my last breath