All lies that you told me
And all dreams that you sold me
I didn't wanna be lonely
So I let you back in
And all nights you'd console me
And all tears that you showed me
It was only to control me
Just to play me again
I don't even know the reason why I love you
But from the bottom of my heart, girl I still do
And even after all the awful things we've been through
The only person that I ever want is still you
And now I walk around my city with a fake smile
With a girl who's in love with my lifestyle
And deep down, I'm just hoping that she's worthwhile
And I'm praying you don't call me with a drunk dial
Damn
'Cause if you text right now, I know I would respond
I never really had a good relationship with my mom
So maybe that's the reason why I felt I needed a bond
'Cause all I ever really wanted was to feel I belong
You saw my deepest insecurities and knew I was weak
That's how you knew that it was easy to put me on a leash
Is that the reason you'd leave? Is that the reason you'd cheat?
Because you knew you were the only love I wanted to keep
See I hate who you are and I hate what you've done
And I hate that I feel like I'm never enough
And I hate that I'm sad and I hate that I'm stuck
'Cause I can't fuck a bitch without thinking of us
And I hate that it's true and I hate the abuse
And I hate that you will always find an excuse
For the way that you are and the things that you do
When the truth is the reason is you
All lies that you told me
And all dreams that you sold me
I didn't wanna be lonely
So I let you back in
And all nights you'd console me
And all tears that you showed me
It was only to control me
Just to play me again
So you always win
I wish it wasn't like this
Ain't a single word I know that could describe this
All the scars that I have, can't hide this
You don't wanna know the dark places that my mind's been
Have you ever been so low that your friends call your phone
But you won't pick up, so they come to your home
And they take away the bottles and the guns that you own
I'm a grown ass man but they're scared to leave me alone
How the fuck could you leave me for someone else?
I was just another trophy that you put on your shelf
Yeah, you left me out to drown with nobody to help
I don't care to go to heaven, I'm already in hell
So you can go and grab the rope, put it around my throat
Kick the chair from under me so you can watch me choke
Take the millions that I have and go
'Cause what's the point of being rich if your heart's still broke?
All lies that you told me
And all dreams that you sold me
I didn't wanna be lonely
So I let you back in
And all nights you'd console me
And all tears that you showed me
It was only to control me
Just to play me again
So you always win
