Physical shutdown through emotional letdown Destinedto search through the ruins of jealousy For some kind of reasoning in love possessiveness stabs me Like a knife from my very own hand These emotions runriot In my only comprehension of love I want to enter the very heart of you Like the air that sustains your body But my eyes just fill with ice As I lose control in my attemps to keep you near to me I bewilder you with my words and actions I bar my own windows Look my own doors And it's forcing you away all the time Like a scar from ear to ear This jealousy is slowly chocking us both to death You can give all your love in matter of moments But jealousy will bind all our expectations Into a web of fear It runs through my veins A thunderous stream of murderous thoughts Burning fire through the blood Words leave an after taste And after words so will you .