I used to sleep with a closet light on Now I need a noise machine Just 'cause I'm older doesn't mean I'm fearless The things I'm scared of just aren't seen The birds fly low over the asphalt Try not to hit them with my car One time I ran over a robin That was the worst I've felt so far Sometimes it feels like thinking of dying Will kill me and it'll be my fault Sometimes it feels like thinking of dying Will kill me What if snakes live in the drainpipes And they slither out when I brush my teeth? I stand there staring at the porcelain Like I can see what's underneath I want to go to California But I don't want to get on a plane I wouldn't mind the tallest mountain 'Cause if it falls, no one's to blame Sometimes it feels like thinking of dying Will kill me but I can't stop it now Sometimes it feels like thinking of dying Will kill me And so I think of Anything else