I used to sleep with a closet light on
Now I need a noise machine
Just 'cause I'm older doesn't mean I'm fearless
The things I'm scared of just aren't seen

The birds fly low over the asphalt
Try not to hit them with my car
One time I ran over a robin
That was the worst I've felt so far

Sometimes it feels like thinking of dying
Will kill me and it'll be my fault
Sometimes it feels like thinking of dying
Will kill me

What if snakes live in the drainpipes
And they slither out when I brush my teeth?
I stand there staring at the porcelain
Like I can see what's underneath

I want to go to California
But I don't want to get on a plane
I wouldn't mind the tallest mountain
'Cause if it falls, no one's to blame

Sometimes it feels like thinking of dying
Will kill me but I can't stop it now
Sometimes it feels like thinking of dying
Will kill me

And so I think of
Anything else