Oh, I am so tired of wondering how this will go
Of guessing what's in your head
You've not said, oh, don't you think so?
And I am locked out
Yet you still drag me around
Like I'm a marionette and I'll let you censor my sound
But there is more here than you could ever ignore
And what's a history to me if you keep closing the door?
Because you don't hear the way you sound when you speak
It's an indefinite record that plays excess on repeat
And that's why
You've got to make up your mind
'Cause you're not living your life
And that means neither am I
And you've got to realize I'm right
That you're just biding your time
Until you're saying goodbye again
I'm not the victim, don't wanna catch myself there
More like a willing participant who was too unprepared
You are no different, but you're just holding the strings
Because I handed them to you with the rest of my things
And yes, I see now that's not my smartest of plays
But I'm still human, to think of it, living through my mistake
'Cause I have not found a way to silence you
The second I find some balance, you think you need to change
And that's why
You've got to make up your mind
'Cause you're not living your life
And that means neither am I
And you've got to realize I'm right
That you're just biding your time
Until you're saying goodbye again
(Again, again, again, again)
(Again, again, again, again)
(Again, and again, and again)
(Again, again, again, again)
(Again, again, again, again)
(Again, and again, and again)
You've got to make up your mind
'Cause you're not living your life
And that means neither am I
And you've got to realize I'm right
That you're just biding your time
Until you're saying goodbye again
