You try to see all - it's like having no home The coins for the last call You've thrown away to feel alone And all your dreams are secrets now You throw yourself in the waves but still they Just make you feel more cold and don't wash you away The sounds life makes On the verge of pain What cut does it take To open my eyes again Tomorrow feels like gone since long Feelings flow - just as weak as I am Leave me here, take the gun and stop them Only trying to sleep To fing me any dream To change myself again Always trying to feel To know if we're for real To know I try with all I can Hope we're home when we're dead Not one world I've seen I could have called mine Trying to keep clean - I get dirty of crossing lines So scream my name to see if I'm here