I lost so much baby, I almost lost you as well I almost pulled the trigger, I almost locked myself in a cell, oh no, I never thought it would happen this way, oh no, I never thought I'd have to say. I can't believe this happend to me, I can't believe this happend to me. I played with fire, I made a deal with the devil, I said hey, I'll forget all, forget all the lord has given, I played with fire, I swear I'll never do it again, I played with fire, and almost lost all that I am. I can't believe this happend to me, I can't believe this happend to me. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't really wanna hurt you, I didn't really wanna hurt you. What was I thinking, was I gonna lie to you forever I didn't know what I was thinking, I didn't know I was full of shit, I wanted to feel new, I needed another kick, but I was hurting you, oh I was acting really sick. I can't believe this happend to me, I can't believe this happend to me. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't really wanna hurt you, I didn't really wanna hurt you. I didn't really think it would happen to me, I didn't really think it would happen to me, I didn't really think it would happen to me, I didn't really think it would happen to me, I didn't really think it would happen to me, I didn't really think it would happen to me. Oh I love you, I love you so much my dear, oh I thank you, I thank you for staying right here, I thank you for staying right here, I thank you for staying right hear, I thank you for staying right here. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't really wanna hurt you.