How can I find a reason? She ripped my heart to pieces I'm broke, alone and bleeding out I've tried to walk the streets, but I'm crowded by lonely people Only God can save me now I could find another Help me waste my time Spend a couple hours Under city street lights I don't want a body Just to help get by Empty conversations, lead To broken lifelines And no one knows How I'm feeling tonight I'll get home probably drink To ease my time alone Usually spent by the window But I'm trying to get better Trying to find a place to start Why'd you say forever? If you knew we'd fall apart It's harder to be honest When I don't know Who I was But who I am I am's Who I wanna be Who I wanna be I bet you know How I feel Thinking you found something real Just to have the Sky fall on you I never meant to hurt you Just didn't think I deserved you I still don't and I'll never Forgive myself I was finding new addictions That could quench my thirst Just to realize that it would hurt Worse, nothing could ever make me Feel like you did And no one knows How I'm feeling tonight I'll get home probably drink To ease my time alone Usually spent by the window Just trying to get better Trying to find a place to start Why'd you say forever? If you knew we'd fall apart It's harder to be honest When I don't know Who I was But who I am I am's Who I wanna be Just trying to get better Trying to find a place to start Why'd you say forever? If you knew we'd fall apart