I can't keep falling for these boys that never want me They never want me I can't keep hurting myself when I hate my body It's not good for me My pillowcase's all I have left Smell of your honesty stuck on my breath Who would've thought a lie would be best for us? The only choice I have to make next Is how to continue When you up & left Hurts a lot more, coming from someone you trust Relapse Addicted to the things that hurt me so bad I always want whatever I can't have When did I turn so blue, blue, blue? Relapse They told me not to try the things, I'd go mad Like boys & poison found on the internet Why'd I have to fall for you, you, you? How do I keep finding the ones that just walk away They all walk away How does the world go 'round when I'm stuck in the same place Stuck in the same place It doesn't sting when they bring it up I think that maybe I've become numb What does a girl do when the one she loves Can't seem to get it together enough For her to become the only one He ever wants to touch Relapse Addicted to the ones that hurt me so bad I always want whatever I can't have When did I turn so blue, blue, blue? Relapse They told me not to try the things, I'd go mad Like boys & poison found on the internet Why'd I have to fall for you, you, you? You don't have to come around again Say the two words you never said I'll melt away and find someone new to Fill all the space you left in me Smoke in my lungs, it's hard to breathe You just fall back and are new Relapse You hurt me so bad Someone, I can't have You made me blue, blue, blue Relapse Addicted to the things that hurt me so bad I always want whatever I can't have When did I turn so blue, blue, blue? Relapse They told me not to try the things, I'd go mad Like boys & poison found on the internet Why'd you make me fall for you, you, you?