Save me from
Derangement
Distorted visions cloud my mind
I cannot recollect
ego and intellect
All sense of self fallen by the wayside
Save me from destruction
Sensory overload
chaos has been bestowed
Save me from deception
Is this reality
Or is it make believe?
 
Isolated
In this moment
eyes dilated
Destiny decided
Fictional truth; a simulation

We are born into a life we never asked to live in
We are born into a life with no promise of eminence 

Why try, if everything dies?
If tomorrow was our last day would we pray?

This nightmare ends where it first began
All alone
Within the deepest depths of ignorance
That which is not dead can eternal lie
And with stranger aeons even death may die

I'm breaking,
everything I am
everything I want to be 
feels like a lie
feels like a fever dream
Chimerical reality, counterfeit scheme
Betwixt the darkness and the light
there is chaos misaligned
Misfortune
Festering within the shadow self; hidden

Every direction there's calamity
I cannot ascertain my being

I'm breaking
Save me from oblivion

This world is a lie

I'm breaking,
everything I am
everything I want to be 
I'm breaking,
everything I am
everything I want to be
feels like a lie