I'm up in the early morning Things are left unsaid Lost friends are seeping into my head I'm up in the early morning, miscommunicated I don't want to be the one who cares too much So now I wait. I wait For our reunion I wait. I wait For our reunion I'm so afraid of you I feel sick in your presence I'm so afraid of you I don't remember how it got this bad I wish that I was clever and owned my mind I'd change the world, I'd fly away I'd leave you behind But I am here so put me out my misery I want the answers to my questions That I know are killing me, killing me I'm so afraid of you it's quite the tragedy I don't remember how it goes this bad I know it's killing me, killing me I'm so afraid of you I feel sick in your presence I'm so afraid of you I don't remember how it got this bad You let me down You let me down, You let me down You let me down, I came undone You let me down, You let me down You let me down, I came undone You let me down, You let me down You let me down, I came undone And I'm afraid I'm afraid! You let me down, You let me down You let me down, I came undone You let me down, You let me down You let me down, I came undone You let me down, You let me down You let me down, I came undone And I'm afraid