Lipstick on red, new sheets on the bed
You got me feeling my sexy
It's like I woke back up from the dead
Feeling like I'm the baddest, yea didn't know I still had it
I was a freak before but now I am even more
You've been nothing but good to me
I deserve it after the foolery
But I do what I'm doing usually and it's not good
I tend to blame you before guilty
Make assumptions, and it may be unfair, I'm sorry I swear
Here is to
All the times that I judged you before I knew
You're the type that will actually show up too
I can't help I doubted but you came through
Words don't mean nothing, actions do
It's a fact you're better than my last dude Uhh
It's almost like I gotta apologize
I've been damaged now you gotta pay the prize
No we can't have that I'll do right
Rewind and go back to the time
Before I ever knew what it's like to
Hurt. Cause someone didn't know how to love
That shit will make you give up
On everything that I love, I need to stop
Throwing my past in the face of my future, ain't your fault it was what it was
On everything that I love I will stop
And do better
You got my back, tolerate me and my ex
And the craziness at that, even if only for a check
Dealing with me ain't easy, I don't ask for a lot but I'm needy
And I come with 3 no baby it ain't just me'
You take accountability, you're the bigger person in argument's
When we go to bed mad, you call me back, I'm a lucky bitch
But I still think you be lying
Naming things you could be hiding, not fair, I'm sorry I swear
Here is to
All the times that I judged you before I knew
You're the type that will actually show up too
I can't help I doubted but you came through
Words don't mean nothing, actions do
It's a fact you're better than my last dude Uhh
It's almost like I gotta apologize
I've been damaged now you gotta pay the prize
No we can't have that I'll do right
Rewind and go back to the time
Before I ever knew what it's like to
Hurt. Cause someone didn't know how to love
That shit will make you give up
On everything that I love, I need to stop
Throwing my past in the face of my future, ain't your fault it was what it was
On everything that I love I will stop
And do better
No I ain't perfect but I'm working
And you don't deserve a burden like this
The first step to change is to admit and knowing
That you don't have to deal with my bullshit
Especially when all of this is because of someone else
Someone who ain't know how to love
That shit will make you give up
On everything that I love, I need to stop
Throwing my past in the face of my future, ain't your fault it was what it was
On everything that I love I will stop
And do better
