Poison slowly seeps, I fall asleep again Mother puts her hand to my head I am sick, but I'm not dead I just need some sleep, I need some rest I need some healthy friends Just one more fix before I kick this ugly trend I haven't cooked My body hurts My belly aches It wants to burst I start to shake I start to shake I've got the shakes I've got the shakes Oh mother knows I'm not okay Oh I am not myself today I pricked love today 'fore love pricked me again I be loved down to a pulp and then I build it up again I just like love, and I live love Can she come kill my loneliness? Just one more fix before I kick this ugly trend This one's for the books you won't relate I'm on the hook, I can't be late White rabbit chased an early grave I sink into my happy place Oh mother knows I'm not okay Oh I am not myself today