I see the world In a red dress spinning Sucking on a candy The room is spinning Falling all over myself I didn't say that it's somebody else I haven't been me lately Falling all over myself I didn't say that it's somebody else I haven't been me lately I know a monster A selfish little killer Folks talk about her No one has seen her Falling all over myself I didn't say that it's somebody else I haven't been me lately Falling all over myself I didn't say that it's somebody else I haven't been me lately If I ever said it, I never even meant it, I If I ever said it, I never even meant it, I Took too much for granted, I Seemed to even plan it, I Thought I'd do it, I Didn't do it, I She thought I'd do, I (Tell 'em, tell 'em, tell 'em) Tell 'em you don't need no company It's me and Allan watching over me I felt this way since here in Tennessee That type of shit just don't get old to me So I'm alive and now I've changed my life Not afraid to close my eyes at night Not afraid of who I want to be Now that Allan's watching over me (Dear Allan, why does loving me mean the death of you?) I used to think Good got better I put my better face on I'd feel better I'd feel strong I am the shine I am the better man I am the song I go wherever I want I am the list I am the bottom line I am the pen I sign wherever I want I used to think Good got better I put my better face on I'd feel better I'd feel strong I'd feel better I'd feel strong