Monday on the line when you know that now's the time To leave and be free aware of your destiny When that moment arrives worlds visions through the mind And all I see Is what used to be My life consumed be a memory I don't ever want to feel pain want to be ready when you call my name I don't ever want to feel fear 'Cause every night feels alright when your near Battle through this wall of nerves when your life it takes a turn What I have is what I feel well in my mind your lying here Fear that en holy trail there's a piece of me in all he said All kinds are fixed up inside my head The stage freight in my own bed (Ahh ahh) I don't ever want to feel pain want to be ready when you call my name I don't ever want to feel fear 'Cause every night feels alright when you near Don't wannabe like a voice without words ('Cause I need you here with me) Don't wannabe unwilling this way (Will I suppress my fears) And will I be, this war of nerves I don't ever want to feel pain want to be ready when you call my name I don't ever want to feel fear 'Cause every night feels alright when you near I don't ever want to feel pain When it's over will I feel the same I don't ever want to feel fear This war of nerves that I reserved For when your here I don't ever want to feel pain I'm feeling hurt but I feel no shame I don't ever want to feel fear Do I deserve these cruel words we have here