I'm gnawing on the knowledge that I have been burnt. And I'm learning things that I should've already learnt. Everyone I ever knew was so kind and coy. I was with a girl, but it felt like I was with a boy. I can't even remember...if we were lovers, or if I just wanted to But I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms I held her in my arms; but it wasn't you I will not kill the one thing I love In this world of wreckage, I look above. I say, "Help me, Lord, help me understand; What it means to be a boy and what it means to be a man." I can't even remember if we were lovers, or if I just wanted to But I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms I held her in my arms; but it wasn't you I'm gnawing on the knowledge that I have been burnt. And I'm learning things that I should've already learnt. Everyone I ever knew was so kind and coy. I was with a girl, but it felt like I was with a boy. (2x)I can't even remember...if we were lovers, or if I just wanted to But I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms I held her in my arms; but it wasn't you