I used to walk weightless And now my shoulders bare The weight of all the elephants in rooms And the shallow "I love you"s you didn't mean I used to think freely Now I only think of you Just funny because you pursued me I think we can all agree - this ain't my fault You're the first, you're the first, you're the first Don't get hurt, don't get hurt, don't get hurt Use your words, use your words, use your words I can't make much of anything But this is what I made of you I can't do anything you don't misunderstand You're like a leech, you ruined all that I had planned Now I feel scammed Used to feel fine And now I feel misunderstood Think you'd appease me due to all that I've endured But now I'm sure You're simply immature I used to live mindless Of you and all your friends Now I can't just go and say what's on my mind Because you feel so inclined to skew my words I used to lay idly Now I lay and feel absurd 'Cause did you really even mean a word you said? Or were you just so obsessed You went and lied to my face? I feel cursed, I feel cursed, I feel cursed Real deserved, real deserved, real deserved Never learn, never learn, never learn I can't make much of anything But this is what I made of you I can't do anything you don't misunderstand You're like a leech, you ruined all that I had planned Now I feel scammed Used to feel fine And now I feel misunderstood Think you'd appease me due to all that I've endured But now I'm sure You're simply immature (I'm-ma-ma-ma I'm-ma-mature) (I'm-ma-ma-ma) You're simply immature, mmm (I'm-ma-mature I'm-ma-ma-ma I'm-ma-mature) I aM-M Always Tired UnRealistic Expectations I am always tied up By things made up in your head I aM-M Always Tired UnRealistic Expectations I am always tied up By things made up in your head, boy