Before you judge me take a good hard look at yourself 
You don't know me but you're draining me of mental health 
A lie based on popular opinion 
I want to die 'cos' I can't be forgiven 

Locked in a room 
Void of humanity 
I'm in a black hole 
Suffering endlessly 
Opening my eyes is worse than death 
That's why I keep on holding my breath 

The world is caving in all around me 
I see myself as a vulgar monstrosity 
My mind collapsed into a technical mess 
I can't deal with the guilt that I have to ingest 

Locked in a room 
Void of humanity 
I'm in a black hole 
Suffering endlessly 
Opening my eyes is worse than death 
That's why I keep on holding my breath 

Opening my eyes worse than death... Why I keep on holding my breath [x4]

Worse than death... Holding my breath
Worse than death... Holding my breath

Opening my eyes worse than death... Why I keep on holding my breath [x4]