Aldn I feel my soul fading But it's not that hard To feel like somewhat a friend I just think and pretend I just think and pretend To love again I just want recognition for everything I do Can you look me in the eyes when I talk to you? And I still think about it to this day If I see you around, I'm gonna blow your brains It feels like 2016 I was your first friend, you meant a lot to me But all that changed when you started to scheme I can't trust no one, now it's only me Well, that feels good to get out I just bottle it up 'til it comes out in a shout And I don't wanna give up, I just wanna get out I swear I'm trying my hardest to live in the now Now The calmness of winters Snow falling down onto your cheeks And everything feels so still You're okay, you're okay