Yeah Since I've seen that milly plaque Man I could tell that I've been slacking Way too comfortable with myself and where I'm at And how far have I really come, that's what I'm asking Honestly not far, I'm in the same room rapping I ain't mad at that fact, I've come a long way But I could've made it further but I chose the wrong things Wrong things were priority Once I saw the dream, the switch flipped You're all fucked since I trashed the old me Give my family hugs and kisses since I'm leaving for the weekend I ain't mean that, XO, the type to give before you leaving I been so distracted, disappointed in myself I lost sights of why I even started rapping Shit I felt, like I lost all the drive I had when looking back a year I was writing so damn much I heard a voice up in my ear Saying if you keep this up, you'll see a milly in a year Then I got it, if I'm honest it brought all the shit I feared Everyone changed, all turned fake I ain't really know how to deal with that Thought it'd be great, but this my fate My mind has been moving so fast But I'm gon' make, something great out of all the negative things And they gon' hate, when I break out of what's been holding me back Let 'em watch from the sidelines I know just how that feel Watching people not as great as you get time up on that field All because they work ethic was beyond the amount of skill They possessed and I'm a threat I got both talent and the will To be the greatest, I just hit a bump that's in the road Though they mistake that think my head because now people ask for photos That ain't the case, I hit the brakes I needed time to slow my roll So I stay focused while they gas me like I play the role of ozone I be workin', workin', workin'; won't let nothin' break me down Me relaxing, takin' breaks is what I no longer allow No matter the sacrifices that must be made for the crown I'm here, and I ain't leaving get comfortable with me now 'Cause I'm here, and I ain't never leaving; no Even if I die there will even be a ghost Rapping as a spirit I never can let it go I been on some shit, soon everybody'll know I'm a different breed of a human, I said it ain't human Cause ain't nobody know what to do when I go with this music And lately I've been showing improvement, I know can do it And ain't nobody like it when I go 'cause they losing, uh I've been viewing every single person that I see As a target, it's so hard 'cause I once thought that they loved me 'Til I turned my back, the blade come out, they start to stab at me But the blade fucking breaks, now they start running from me Yeah I'ma get a Grammy, speak it into existence You gon' say I'm jinxing it, bitch, fuck all of your superstitions I'm fine My whole life, I been told I'd never be winning They trophies, they gon' speak for me No words will speak from my lips, it's so wild Since I was a child I knew my brain was equipped with a gift I didn't know what but I knew I need some forgiveness Way down the road, now I know and they showing me why I need it It's so I could shake hands with those who was never believing, uh I been overwhelmed, there's so much shit that's coming through So much shit that's going on, no one to thank but all of you I'm thriving but my anxiety levels is through the roof That's because I care so much and I won't ever let me lose I look for competition, honestly I see no other but me Just myself, I'm who I'm trying to one up And you can doubt all you want but I'ma stay hot like the summer You hate it, then FU-2 like the Kamikaze cover I'm gone