I have this re-occurring dream Where I try to cross the street And everybody I'm intimidated by Is making fun of me It's really cool, it's really great Why can't I just get a break I guess even when I'm sleeping I'm so lame I can't get out of my head Can't get out of my head Why does it feel like Everyone's in on the joke but me I feel this pressure with my friends When they ask me how I've been To lie and make my life seem more exciting Than it really is It's really cool it's really great I'm having fun like everyday There's not a single part of me That's going insane I can't get out of my head Can't get out of my head Why does it feel like Everyone's in on the joke but me I can't get out of my head Can't get out of my head Why does it feel like Everyone's in on the joke but me Am I crazy, am I not Cause I constantly self sabotage Wish I took my meds but I forgot Now I'm stuck in my intrusive thoughts Once it starts it never stops I hate my inner monologue I try to get out but I keep getting lost I guess here we go again Can't get out of my head Why does it feel like