There you go I try to pretend I didn't see you upstairs going in her room So I swear to myself that I just shouldn't get this close to you It doesn't end like I want it to I don't know Why I keep thinking you'll stay when you show me you won't I guess the jokes on me Good for you is this what you always thought we would be Wasting all my time again Throwing away my common sense Crying in the cab alone I hate that I care and I hate that you don't I hate that I care and I hate you don't I wish that I Could stop making excuses for the way that you lie to my face all night So I swear to myself that it won't feel like it does every time But God, you're making a point to make me loose my mind Wasting all my time again Throwing away my common sense Crying in the cab alone I hate that I care and I hate that you don't I hate that I care and I hate you don't I hate that I care and I hate that you don't Wish I wasn't so stupid, wish I'd hang up the phone I have dreams every night that you never come back I'd move on with my life instead of facing the facts You never wanted me really, you just wanted a high You like the twisted part of me that needs you every time But then the light comes on and you're gone again I hate that I care, I hate that you win Wasting all my time again Throwing away my common sense Crying in the cab alone I hate that I care and I hate that you don't I hate that I care and I hate you don't Wasting all my time again Throwing away my common sense Crying in the cab alone I hate that I care and I hate that you don't I hate that I care and I hate you don't