Falling fast I get smacked by the concrete Knees scraped while I get to spittin' out teeth Heart broke but it been like that since 17 I been getting pretty used to pouring kerosene Over everything just to get me through the storm That's what you do when there's nobody to keep you warm Know I been a shelter to too many who can't do the same Take take take from my fire till they kill my flame Stay stay stay all I wanted anyone to do Play play play with my heart I think I'm overdue For someone who love me as completely as I tend to do I get thinking bout it round the hours between 10 and 2 Wrong place wrong time who am I supposed to find I thought it was you but you showed me you were never mine Everything was not enough I still got a heart but the cracks started adding up I just wanna know how I just wanna know how You could take someone who just lifts up And decide you could let them down I just wanna know how I just wanna know how How you look in my eyes watch the ship capsize And decide you can let me drown I just wanna know how I just wanna know how I just wanna know How you gonna treat me like the only one Turn around and leave me like I never was Tell me that you need me when you had nobody else I'm a human not a toy you get to put back on the shelf It's my own fault I know where I tend to look for love It's a hell that I'm acquainted with I love it like a drug Gonna kill me and I know it but it turned me to a poet Water works in my eyes but it gets the music flowing I look for light In the darkest places And I lose my light To the darkest spaces Always see the good in people who won't ever do the same Fall in love with filling cracks like Kintsugi was a game I go all against my logic I'm a "Sucker for the pain" Must be something from my childhood I feel it in my veins When I'm chasing after something that ain't easy to attain Probably why I'm making music I'ma sucker for the chase Always running after goals that aren't ready for the race Think I'm running towards love but I'm running in place I just wanna know how I just wanna know how You could take someone who just lifts up And decide you could let them down I just wanna know how I just wanna know how How you look in my eyes watch the ship capsize And decide you can let me drown I just wanna know how I just wanna know how I just wanna know Oh I just wanna know Oh I just wanna know Oh I just wanna know Oh I just wanna know Oh I just wanna know