Scared of not knowing, of knowing too much Scared of being a joke, of being able to trust Scared of feeling the fool, scared of what I just smoked Scared of losing a sibling, of losing a friend Hurt Pain Love it Proper use of myself Scared of showing emotion, of showing weakness Scared of being a father, of the consequence Scared of being too happy, scared of always being sad Scared of being threatened, scared of being hit Scared of being a memory, scared of being forgotten Scared of nobody being there when I finally die Scared of nobody caring, scared of facing god Proud to be fuel for the losers’ fire Hurt Pain Love it Proper use of myself