Scared of not knowing, of knowing too much
Scared of being a joke, of being able to trust
Scared of feeling the fool, scared of what I just smoked
Scared of losing a sibling, of losing a friend
    
Hurt
Pain
Love it
Proper use of myself
    
Scared of showing emotion, of showing weakness
Scared of being a father, of the consequence
Scared of being too happy, scared of always being sad
Scared of being threatened, scared of being hit
    
Scared of being a memory, scared of being forgotten
Scared of nobody being there when I finally die
Scared of nobody caring, scared of facing god
Proud to be fuel for the losers’ fire
    
Hurt
Pain
Love it
Proper use of myself