I used to want to fly Wanted to sit in the sky Away from it all Looking down at the world And my tears fall down Just like rain from the clouds But I realise I'd be crying on the ones that I love now I used to want to die Tried to take my own life I didn't want to be here I hurt the ones I love so dear But I'm getting better day by day Thanks to the help from the ones I love Who push all the pain away And I'm still here and I'm gonna stay And I'll keep fighting until I feel okay I know things can get tough But there's so much beautiful And there's no need to rush I'll just take things slow It's gonna be okay I've stopped drinking alcohol From morning to night And I've been working on my eating Gaining weights normal, it's alright I've been dancing in my kitchen To all my favorite tunes It's just a shame my friends don't miss me Ever since I moved I lost my passion for music But I think it's coming back And I've been away so long And I apologise for that I love you all so dearly So I wrote this song To tell you all of the reasons Of why I've been gone But I'm still here and I'm going to stay And I'll keep fighting until I feel okay I know things can get tough But there's so much beautiful And there's no need to rush I'll just take things slow It's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay I'm okay I'm okay I'm still here and I'm going to stay And I'll keep fighting 'til I feel okay I know things can get tough But there's so much beautiful And there's no need to rush I'll just take things slow Everything will be okay