I can't believe That I am still here After all those years trying To leave but never managing I am so glad For once that I failed At doing something that I Thought I wanted at the time And now I can finally breathe for the first time Without the night ending with me being so drunk That I hurt myself And wake up in a hospital Locked in a room with no memory of what happened the night before Before Looking down at my body Seeing all the scars And the new ones I made Driving home in your car Not remembering a thing But now that's in the past And I live with these scars that show me that I'm strong And I'm still here I'm still here I'm still here I'm still here I threw out the blades At the start of my journey But even without self harming Didn't stop me from hurting And I'm slowly getting better at life But I'm still learning I'll be okay, I'll be alright I'll be okay, I'll be alright And now I can finally breathe for the first time Without the night ending with me being so drunk That I hurt myself And wake up in a hospital Locked in a room with no memory of what happened the night before Before Looking down at my body And seeing all the scars And the new ones I made Driving home in your car Not remembering a thing But now that's in the past And I live with these scars that show me that I'm strong And I'm still here I'm still here I'm still here I'm still here I'm still here I'm still here I'm still here And now I can finally breathe for the first time Without the night ending with me being so drunk That I hurt myself And wake up in a hospital Locked in a room with no memory of what happened the night before Before Looking down at my body And seeing all the scars And the new ones I made Driving home in your car Not remembering a thing But now that's in the past And I live with these scars that show me that I'm strong And I'm still here