I lost my faith I lost the feeling in my veins A masochist, afraid of pain Now I see the grave Oh, how it sets me free I died in my dreams And I found my peace There's nothing here for me Here for me What's the point of peace If I don't feel a thing? And in the end I'll break In the end I'll break If everyone's okay Then you can let me fade And when I find God I'll tell him he's wrong Cause I can't be saved Cause I don't belong And I don't wanna look up Cause if I breathe, I'll drown And I won't make it out If it all comes back down And it always comes down