I'm working on my forward thinking Working on my self control Process this ugly mess And figure out how to make it whole Choke down a bus ride to the city Chase it with a trip to the East Side It seems like over time I'll get so numb that I won't mind Some days I actually forget That this is really something One look from You and that is it This is really something Being hard is hard so sick of it This is really something good This is really something good now