If I die I'll go to Heaven Because I spent my time in Hell Never claimed to know the answers But I've faked it pretty well And I've walked straight through the valley Full of shadows and of death Never claimed to know the answers And I've learned a lot of lessons But it hasn't killed me yet But they haven't killed me yet I lost it all, I tried to make it through my pain I lost it all, and it'll never be the same And right now the only thing that's left, is sadness and the shame I lost it all, and it'll never be the same Now somewhere in my darkness Now I've heard so many stories There shined a little light Full of sadness and regret A chance for me to be forgiven And I've learned a lot of answers But I couldn't get it right To the things I didn't get I lost it all, I tried to make it through my pain I lost it all, and it'll never be the same And right now the only thing that's left, is sadness and the shame I lost it all, and it'll never be the same I lost it all So if I die I'll go the Heaven Because I spent my time in Hell Never claimed to know the answers But I've faked it pretty well I lost it all, I tried to make it through my pain I lost it all, and it'll never be the same And right now the only thing that's left, is sadness and the shame I lost it all, and it'll never be the same I lost it all I lost it all