Sittin' up in the room, thinking, where do I begin
We ain't talked in a min and the walls been closing in
Man, in the mirror, I ain't really been a fan
I know outside looking in, people wouldn't understand
'Cause it doesn't make a cent
Yeah, I had love for my dawg, yea he really was my twin
But he Judas me again and again and again
And I got a lot of goals, but I'm lacking on the discipline
Just getting to the thick of it I'm really getting sick of it
But don't get it twisted still work a big shift
Still doing big things
Still making big hits
I been questioning
Will I ever beat the allegations of my arrogance
If I'm still in my element
It's only 'cause I'm perfectionist
God, can we have a conversation
On occasion?
It's getting dangerous
Take my time 'cause I know I needed patience
Need a amen
'Bout to cave in
God switch my situation
He did the saving
Sorry, but I'm changing
Safe haven
You my safe haven
I try to turn the other cheek I end up winding up the backhand
Forgive my enemies I know that's what You said
If it ain't the shame that I'm dealing with, the game that I'm dealing wit
It's something that I struggle with wow
That's why I never understand the holier than thou
All up in my comments like I ain't made 'em proud
Take a look into they life see if they what they say they 'bout
Think I'm better at being second
Learned that scriptures in bios won't get me to heaven
I tell em' how I feel so they don't ever get to guessin'
They got tired of hearing Dude rant like I was Kevin
They think when you change
Everything you was dealing with just go away
When she walk past still hard for me to look away
I'm closer to a better me, but still get in my way
And it's a lot I said I wouldn't do I still do today
Sometimes just wanna give thanks
I ain't tryna be the one that ask for everything
I ain't tryna be the one that don't live what they say
'Cause I see that every day for real
Some days, I'm in my head insecure
Other days, I flex the wrist like shedaur
Some days, I'm in my head insecure
Other days, I flex the wrist like shedaur
God, can we have a conversation
On occasion?
It's getting dangerous
Take my time 'cause I know I needed patience
Need a amen
'Bout to cave in
God switch my situation
He did the saving
Sorry, but I'm changing
Safe haven
You my safe haven
