I ain't gon' lie, been stressing 'bout the guap for a minute Call her over, it's easier not to think when I'm in it Sit in silence after, I don't wanna talk when we're finished It ain't worth it, you would never understand the hell I been in Smoke till I'm in a panic then drink till I'm spinning It been lowering my energy, don't wanna lose vision All I'd ever want was love but all my trust in them digits Rather battle all them demons all alone, don't wanna kick it A&R's calling my phone pitching, telling me I'm different Couldn't name two songs, all I hear is bird talk I know you a pigeon, coming for my soul but I already been sinning I feel like I'm dead, don't ask how I'm living I been in my head, don't know why I can't pin it If I did it all again, I would stop the beginning Coulda been had bread but I don't like gimmicks 'Cause that shit is lame, only do this for my pain I ain't tryna ride on no wave, I just get high, fly away I just pretend I'm okay, when it's a lot on my plate It be a lot that's at stake, pray the lord my soul to take Lot of people talking down on my name Then they gon' hit me up tell me I've changed Don't want me up, know they want me the same Try to pray for them, I'm losing my faith When I go out all my energy's drained Only see E when I'm checking my gauge Roll up some gas tryna fill up my tank I'm a nice guy but I'm filled up with rage Drown in my mind, really feel like a lake of fire I'm just hoping to put it out Damaged me, know I acquired A bad taste, it was left in my mouth I've been working overtime Going numb but love my bank account Foot got stuck, I'm in overdrive And I hate how it's been playing out I ain't gon' lie, been stressing 'bout the guap for a minute Call her over, it's easier not to think when I'm in it Sit in silence after, I don't wanna talk when we're finished It ain't worth it, you would never understand the hell I been in Smoke till I'm in a panic then drink till I'm spinning It been lowering my energy, don't wanna lose vision All I'd ever want was love but all my trust in them digits Rather battle all them demons all alone, don't wanna kick it A&R's calling my phone pitching, telling me I'm different Couldn't name two songs, all I hear is bird talk I know you a pigeon, coming for my soul but I already been sinning I feel like I'm dead, don't ask how I'm living I been in my head, don't know why I can't pin it If I did it all again, I would stop the beginning Coulda been had bread but I don't like gimmicks