I just wish that you ain't go and play them games like you did I just wish that you would tell me that it is what it is Left my heart so cold, but it's all cool I'm back on my shit And I knew that life get hard, but I ain't think it get like this Said every minute, every second, every day, I Every minute, every second, every day, I I try to leave it in the past to make my way out Try to keep my circle small, but it don't ever stay wrong Putting up a fight, no Said I'm too strong, can't let them see me cry, no I ain't gon' lie, it eat me up inside, no The long days end up sleepless nights So if you say that you love me, then say it like you mean it baby Cause if I say that I love you then there ain't no other meaning baby So if I give you my heart then I trust you say you can keep it baby Emotionally scarred, don't play around, said I'm a demon, aye I may need some fixing, I may need some love I may need the deacon, I may need these drugs Your love is my weakness, got me in the deep end Can't swim so I'm sinking Sometimes I wish that I never really had a heart With all this pain I been dealing, healing these battle scars No you ain't innocent, lil baby know you played your part Bi-polar love, bi-polar love (Bi-polar love, bi-polar love) (Bi-polar love, bi-polar love) (I may need some fixing, I may need some love I may need the deacon, I may need these drugs Your love is my weakness, got me in the deep end Can't swim so I'm sinking)