I'm thinking about my daughter man, you know I miss her Wish I could kiss her, I lost her Only thing I got left is this picture Put it in the bible now she resting with the scriptures One year later the Lord blessed me with her sister You know I'm real thankful But you know it's still painful All that I can do is know I got an angel But y'all don't know what I'm going through A tough feels when I was sitting in prison That shit was gon' change and nigga I did it I'm a nigga that been in position I lost everything dealing with this business and living I had to sell all my shit to my niggas My bracelet, my chain, watches, whip to my niggas I stayed strong off the strength of my niggas But taking loss after loss wasn't fixing my figures I can only move three a week That ain't enough to feed lil Jus, me, and Treesh What the fuck? But everybody done crowned me nice I made an impact on everybody around me life Real talk, made a difference for the team twice Two plugs, let 'em get it for the same price Like what you mean, my nigga? It's all good, do your thing my nigga This is real life But pardon me I'm just venting Thinking about some things that I should've done different Should've never fell out position getting dissed by a nigga that used to be my assistant You ever lost 400 thou my nigga? Fuck that, have you ever lost a child, my nigga? I hide the pain when I smile, my nigga I stay strong, but I don't know how, my nigga The worst feeling, when I first turned villain Holding my baby's ashes staring at the church ceiling Asking God for forgiveness, repentance, reverse sinning Is this because them bad dealings and burnt bridges? Is this because them scorned women with hurt feelings? Is this because I'm a thug, is these drugs worth dealing? Made my first mil and, everything changed When I lost my first mil thought it'd all be the same But It's hard fucking with niggas that's not pure It's sad when you think that they love you but not sure I spent a few nights at the Weston, top floor Blew money but I invested a lot more So tell me how y'all gonna question my spot for Had at least at least a half a mil in my dresser, the top drawer The difference was I was connected, I'm not y'all Peeps from Cali to Texas that got raw Made a few calls, got there, I paid a few broads to get it back, and made a few large Pardon me I'm just venting Thinking about some things that I should've did different Now I'm back in position Cutting off niggas ain't fucking back with you bitches I'm done, and I'm out