Yeah Prayin' for direction, hatin' the suggestions In a weird way, I feel safer in depression Maybe its a curse, or maybe its a blessin' Where I'm takin' the experience to make into a lesson Crazy with the spendin', facin' a recession Dwellin' on the past, wastin' every second Stuck up in their ways, so you better be on guard When there's nothin' they won't take from you to make into a headin' Cherish what ya gettin' when you start underground Try hold me underwater, but I can't fuckin' drown The growth, it'll last, I can't cut it out What ya did doesn't matter if you aren't buzzin' now It's gettin' harder, I'm tryna breakout Can't with drama, there's fire to make now Wouldn't ever guess what people would make up When goin' to the person they tryna take down Uh