the sky is grey bordem kicks in again 
I don't know if I'll ever win 
I'm not sure if it's worth it 
I'll just have to wait and see 
surrounded by people I don't understand 
trying to do my best I've got a plan 
putting me to the test I'm not alone 
it's still all up to me 

I'll rise above and I'll look down 
it all seems so miniscule 
I'll riducule the problems that 
towered over me 

all I want to know is how to love myself 
I've had money keep your material wealth 
seems like security 
just you wait and see 
sometimes I bomb I want to give it up 
people suck I feel it building up 
why don't you let me be? 
do you want a piece of me? 

I'll step back and take 
another look see I mistook 
I could not see the forest for the trees